Friday, May 18, 2018

I refuse.

"I will not abort this promise! I will not let go of this dream!" I have cried out desperate prayers to God lately as I continue to carry a calling, a "knowing," even a responsibility to hold on to a "YES!" I gave Him years ago, and all of the Yes's that have come along ever since. My current Yes? To not give up in the face of what looks like a financial impossibility and a crazy desire to keep chasing the "hood" down with Hope! Could I give up and just get a "normal" job and live a "normal" life? I could, but I am not supposed to. I am called, compelled and determined to relentlessly pursue God's heart by pursuing the faces and places overlooked and under-served. I have come too far, prayed too hard, invested too much and heard too many words from Heaven to go back now!
   But I need help...I need some believers who will hold up my arms through prayer and giving, just as Moses was held up when He grew weary waiting for the Red Sea to part. 
  You see "missions" is not just a foreign word or international calling. For some, like me, most of my being "sent out" is for the broken, poor, misunderstood and marginalized right here in the United States. The child on the brink of foster care with very little food. The prostitute who needs a hug, a ride to safety and someone who has time to talk. The single mom who is overwhelmed and needs family support. The toddler who wanders around alone, filthy and at risk. The precious folks who give their hearts to Christ right in the middle of it all but need a pastor and a church who will come to them and embrace them right where they are at. The users, the dealers, the babies born addicted, the youth who are filled with potential that no one else sees...the homeless on the street. These are my people. This is my "unreached people group," and I MUST GO. I have been given so much favor and even a building to use in a little town called Bartow, Florida, in one of the most needy, forsaken and segregated neighborhoods in our county, and adjacent to my hometown, Lakeland, Fl, which has been named the "second hungriest city in America." I am praying that God opens the eyes of those who are blind to this need and that he would send help. Just as other missionaries take a risk and follow God into the darkness to other countries, walking by faith and not by sight, I am called to do the same, but to the streets, inner-cities and "Projects" of America.
  But I do not go as "rich among the poor." It has truly been a sacrifice for my family and as of now, I am banking on major breakthrough over the next couple of months in order to keep moving forward in this assignment. Besides the "Hands-On" ministry side of it, the feeding, clothing, mentoring, discipling...there is a lot of administrative responsibilities that I am currently in charge of. Our organization,"Village of Hope Ministries," is a 501-C3 Non-Profit. I have the honor of overseeing it all, from leading our amazing volunteers and training missions students to keeping up with paperwork, mail and meetings. This "job" requires a lot of prayer, time and hard work, which has to be funded just like any other position like it.  
  I have a family of my own and a husband who works very hard to provide for us, including our two amazing sons, ages 10 and 7. As with most families though, we are a two-income household and I have a significant part to play in contributing to our financial needs. I am filled with dreams and visions and creativity and ideas and LOVE for the community I have served faithfully as a pastor for over 5 years. As I tell our single pregnant mommas, "Whatever you do, please keep the baby and we will help you however we can..." I kind of feel like one of those mommas in the spirit right now and pray that as you read this, God would touch your heart to "help however you can" so that I can carry this promise and ministry to full term and see God birth all of the things He has so graciously chosen for me to be a part of! Most traditional pastors in the West are funded through their own congregations' support and/or their denomination, but as a missionary/pastor in my context it doesn't work that way.
  A lot of "my people" are very poor or are children who can do very little to give back. Some might call it an "outreach" or "para-church" ministry...I call them Family. And I refuse to abandon them. I live in a very wealthy nation, with many wealthy Christians in it. I know that money should never be the deciding factor in matters like this, not here, not where I live. There are so many resources available in the body of Christ. But even the average Christian can give something, even if it's $5 a month. (One Starbucks drink can cost more than that!) Will you pray for us, that budget needs and deadlines will be met? Thank you!
  Individuals, churches and businesses can give easily online by going to our donate page at www.villageofhopeministries.org and setting up a recurring (monthly) account with any donation amount. We call these partners the "Hope Team," and they make it possible for us to continue this ministry from month to month. We ask that donors include their mailing address for follow-up and contribution receipt purposes.
All gifts are tax-deductible!
To give by check: write to
Village of Hope Ministries
PO Box 6572, Lakeland, Fl, 33807

Thank you so much for praying, giving and taking the time to read these important words from my heart! With love and deepest devotion, Pastor Jessica Goodman ("Mama J")

863-838-5294
villageofhopemin@gmail.com